Ups and downs

I have found that it is difficult to pull myself up from the depths. It takes concentrated effort but for the time being, I have found that I can gain some success. Necessary for the well being and sanity of not only myself, but for those around me.

But now I find I have to pull myself down from the heights. Things are too good at the moment, far too good. It cannot possibly last. I would have this be what I can keep expecting, I like it here.

But it is far to fall. And the landing hurts.