Changed expectations

I am discovering that it does take time. For things that you know to be true to work through. You may say that you can accept things, believe what you say, but to get to the stage where you can live them? That is where the difficulties lie. I hope that this is the stage I have made it to. Where I understand where things are and know them to be true. I no longer need to rant as to anothers uncaring, for I can see that they never cared in the first place, so why get upset in the last? There is little point in asking for something that was never on offer. Rose coloured, pipe dream, fantasy, call it what you will.. there are aspects of imagination that have no place in the world I live in and the sooner I seep myself in that totally, the happier I will be. Play time was over a long while ago, it is now up to me to put the toys away for good, throw out with the rest of the trash. Now I just need this state to stop slipping back into old expectations. Though I can be thankful that they are becoming fewer and further between. And that it is easier to deal with the actions that used to disappoint, as I now get more of what I expect.