Next stage

It is kind of exciting. Got a phone call today to set up for an interview for the job I applied for. So I got through to the next stage! It is a little bit scary. That there may be a possibility of a change of direction. One part of me hopes that I do not have to make the decision, another wants to go.

Have started to let a few people know, so that it does not come as a shock. I mean, I have been around long enough to actually be considered part of the furniture. And it is nice to get the reaction I have been getting from most.

I also wonder if I should also say goodbye to one. I mean, if I follow through with my 'worst case senario' preparation, I might not see them again after this week. Except for the obligatory social events, until that dies its death. For if the friendship cannot be maintained with almost daily contact, I do not expect any effort to be made to keep in touch when there is definitely no obligation to do so. But then, what would be the point? Just another message ignored. Best to just walk away and hope, at least with the rational part of me, that I do not have to go back.