Grow up!

Dear God, just what is it going to take for me to grow up? I cannot believe just how really really bad I am feeling at the moment. Anger at my feelings, at how immature I am reacting. Certainly I can identify my emotions, and they sicken me. I have no right, but that does not stop them happening.

Please let it not affect at least one side of the equation. As for the other? If I needed confirmation, and I did not think that I did, well, I certainly have had it now.