Reward

Read back on some of my more recent rants. Might actually try and follow through again with one of those suggestions. Shut down and retreat. I am tired of getting angry and upset over what I perceive to be negative reactions. Who is to say that I am just reading it all wrong? And if I am right? Not a lot intend to do about it anyway for from my point of view I am doing nothing wrong. Always maintained I had a warped point of view, far too much imagination.
Anyway, thought of a reward if I behave myself and dont issue. Going back to that nice little book shop so if I am a good girl, I will buy myself a seal and some wax. Not essential but something I would really like, so a good incentive. As is the idea that I also cannot feel disappointed from that front as well as cannot be accused of getting up to anything from the other. Might be benificial all around then?